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Alone (For Vincent Valentine) Alone. I bleed, But no one Sees the Blood. I cry, But none can Hear my Sobs. The Nightmares I live with, The Nightmare I am... They will consume me. I'm a mechanical Monster, a science experiment. To Love and Never be Loved. My sentence, My penance. To exist without Real purpose. I'm so afraid, But no one cares. I can hold only Myself. Everyone else has Left me Alone. ~5 December, 2003~

So I cut myself You look at me in disgust and shame act like its wrongful thing Did you or society put the limits on myself This is how I deal with it I could kill you I could shame you I could rip your throat out I could rip out mine Fear me, be scared I have never cared The pain I feel is too much let me have my way out My escape, my epiphany the blood on the dirt it soothes my soul brings me solace something else to focus on instead of all the anger all the blackness in my tunnel I do not feel the blade the sharp edge of reason the line of sliced flesh rippling with blood the dark gooey liquid It looks so dark, s